shutuplasongjun.

xiangting. being herself.

i hate feeling jealous
its like one of the most disgusting feelings
but how the hell do you curb it man


8(i need a bigger heart <_________________________________3
and i need to be contented with who i am.

OWELL!
ive always wanted to be able to write in beautiful prose
or just have a sudden surge of inspiration/emotion/WHATEVER and puke out a pretty poem
one day 8)

you know
i dont really like being 17
at 17 i feel my dreams are grounded..
my sensitivity heightened
my conviction wavered
my social skills a little fucked up
my eyes closed
and im not as nice towards my little brother anymore i dont know why.

but at 17 i
haha. i dont know.
ive got much to be thankful for still. gotta keep reminding myself!


that was not an attempt at being poetic btw.

ive been having a fetish for dumplings and short stuff.