detox.

ready to puke.. seriously

relativity.

i still love burma.

Long time no see 8)

i realised i usually only blog when im feeling down, or really messed up... all poopoo stuff.
I like it when im too happy to blog.

okay let me get this out of my system.
This is gonna sound childish..but.. once in a while la.

today went for a dance prac
and there was someone that i got pretty negative vibes from
i guessed it was cos she was someone's good friend.
some super sweet person apparently.
we prolly lk like we're frm different ends of the suga spectrum
..people take sides naturally
and there's this unspoken hostility
i dont even have to do anything wrong.
keep telling myself dont be so sensitive, want everyone to like you for w h a t.
heh.. slowly.

and i gotta stop letting curiosity get the better of me cos im not an easily contented person. i hate the feeling that i dont have it good enough cos i DO.
and im just 17 ive got a whole life ahead of me i cant be jaded already!!!

tsk monica. you and you're disgusting sensitivity.. for the wrong things.
stupid waste of spiritual space.
some people have like no food orclean water or proper toilets okay!

okay im done with my emochanel dumpage. bath timeeeeeeeee 8) =) :)