To the Left

The end of 06 and the beginning of my new year was weird, a little disappointing at one point, but skyhighawesome nonetheless.

I liked

Hanging out with mama by the pool

Meeting aiwen yumin and denise

Kimberly's msg 8)

Talking in the wardrobe to songjun

Finding the words to say it like it is

then 1st jan started settling in
and i felt confused
angry
manipulated.
Dramatic.
bored.
sleepy.

i wasnt smiling inside.

But what's enough?
and when is it alright to be selfish.
You know what, i think bitches are happier.
But even if i had the conviction and courage to be one
I dont have the heart.

cant wait for dinner 8)