Finity

Joy and i went to denise's to jam today, and she showed us this SPH guy's blog. Basically it's about him coping with the loss of his partner. If it weren't for the fact that this guy was gay or that denise had said his writing style was very poetic and poignant, i wouldnt give a damn bout sadistically indulging myself in the depressing (and inevitable). What was meant to be a purely voyeuristic read, however, ended up moving me to tears.

Again, its the power of words and i must say this yenfeng guy is gifted. Most of us probably haven't experienced loss or longing or grief as intense as he has, but nonetheless, we've all felt feelings profoundly unintelligible, intense as intense can be for our age and wisdom.

As an inarticulate, what i read liberated. As an 18 year old, it validated. Validated things ive wondered about, truths id been starting to doubt as i grow older.

Well the blog was a good read,
So i'd like to share it with you (:



...If only we could have boxes for our senses, boxes we could temporarily put away, and come back to every time we feel lonely, or when we need a reminder of those deep feelings that come so rarely in our lives.