goodmorning peter pan: May 2007

an eventful weekend

sj and sj.

pillar of support

kimberly and monica- riceballs forever.

there's a fine line between love and hate

"silencing all the resonance of the heartstring.."-air castle

aiyo. quite poignant right (:

anyway i was absolutely rollercoastered last night

esplanade till 12 with shauns waiting for the master copy of the cd, parents came awaitings with me too, BUT cddeliveryperson STILL couldnt make it down on time, so we drove down to rj at like 12 30.

mama was pissed papa was pisseder(and abit noisy), and i was slpy. and when we finally got to rj she instinctively got out of the car to give cdeliveryperson a dressing down. BUT. i stopped her.. sh could have lectured till the sun came up and the cows came back. Got home at 1 30.. said my thankyous,..summoned the strength to brush my teeth.. and finally made some slpy time (:

but drama end too fast not fun right.

so later on at 6 30am, i got a call frm cdburnerperson.

"um, there' a glitch in the cd."

:) with all the trials and tribulations that id been put through, it wasnt surprising i didnt blow my top.

well someone said it's just murphy's law ..everything that can go wrong will go wrong.

anway, whatever it was everything worked out and we got the cd to the production company by 9ish.

im listening to that glitch-copy now, its pretty good! considering we did a freakintightbudjet(less) illegal recording.

oh just for the recollect, during the nagging, hostility and frustration in the car yesterday night, kimberly msged me to give her a call. so i did, and she sounded so happy!.. asking me what i thought bout the concert and all.. and everything felt much better somehow. im so proud of my best friend in the whole wide WORLD!

the good ol' days

Gooshh..

looked at old pics of us, and new ones of..not-us..

& i realised i really really miss you Cheresa!

All the drama we went through together

All the knowing thatd we'd always be there for each other

Firm friend till the end no matter what

Basically, all the faith in everything.

And im scared things will never be like before again. Us not seeing much of each other, school taking over my life, and me very possibly leaving this place.

sigh. fack that.. ravenous time.

the clouds looked too pretty

frm wilson and papa to mama(:

who's your unfriend?

hahaha. learnt this beautiful euphemer from denise. how polite and sensitive.. i like it :)))

nvr had one till i entered hwach. not proud of it though but what the hell right.cos seriously, everyone needs a little bitch in them to stay alive. (okay im just saying that!)

anyway sat on the terraces and looked at the clouds with kimberly today. i love it when we do that! dj moni played her tracks and ate a popsicle, kimberly just.. ate a popsicle. Felt so good leaving our stress and worries back at the classbench for abit :)

While bumming, i listened to 'you could be happy' by snow patrol. and felt sad. so mr teardrop and friends came a-frolickin.well they say best friends are there to share your ups and downs with so i let kimberly listen too. and bingo! haha she teared as well. we're emotional basket cases la. which is fine, cos it's not that fun to steel yourself.

pandora's box:

bye

wait..

haha one more.

..one more:)

more pls :)

narc.

better butter

Lit today was...stirring
(and i want to see you every day!)

Not like i understood everything she was saying

I dont even rmb anything i learnt. the only shits i rmb was something about how our perceptions become our reality.

I just remember feeling that certain thoughts and emotions throb at the edge of consciousness, yet remain so elusive to the word. It can get really frustrating because no one understands, and most of the time you cant either. But then shakespeare comes along and BAM... he(and maybe Mrs. Ang) liberates and validates for that moment by concretising the intangible... giving you a glimpse of yourself.. before class is over and you rmb not what you realised, but just how you felt.

Not like i have with me buckets of life experiences, but it's so real la, despite the drama. (actually i bet we're all damn drama inside, its just a matter of how well we hide it.)anyway, i cant help but feel there's this intimacy between the themes in the play and us powerful, foolish, loving beings, even if we're just 18. sometimes i think certain emotions i go through are so fiercely mine alone, the intensity, the complexity, the irrationality. but then i listen to some stupid song by like sugarcult and i get reminded its all universal. hahha and i feel like giving the singer a high five.. like "heey!! i feel that way too!!!" okay basically my pt is .. dont you think its amazing how so many people can do the exact same stupid things and have the exact same afterthoughts. it's like our lives arent our own.

aiya dont know how to say la. hahhaha

TO DOOZE:

*Players sales pitch during CT session on wednesday

Catch a glimpse of hots-bod-elijah by the way

Order an album on thursday

Buy a Playtime ticket for booze,chicks,andMUSICforjust10moolahsYAY!