detox.

ready to puke.. seriously

relativity.

i still love burma.

Long time no see 8)

i realised i usually only blog when im feeling down, or really messed up... all poopoo stuff.
I like it when im too happy to blog.

okay let me get this out of my system.
This is gonna sound childish..but.. once in a while la.

today went for a dance prac
and there was someone that i got pretty negative vibes from
i guessed it was cos she was someone's good friend.
some super sweet person apparently.
we prolly lk like we're frm different ends of the suga spectrum
..people take sides naturally
and there's this unspoken hostility
i dont even have to do anything wrong.
keep telling myself dont be so sensitive, want everyone to like you for w h a t.
heh.. slowly.

and i gotta stop letting curiosity get the better of me cos im not an easily contented person. i hate the feeling that i dont have it good enough cos i DO.
and im just 17 ive got a whole life ahead of me i cant be jaded already!!!

tsk monica. you and you're disgusting sensitivity.. for the wrong things.
stupid waste of spiritual space.
some people have like no food orclean water or proper toilets okay!

okay im done with my emochanel dumpage. bath timeeeeeeeee 8) =) :)

HOME FOR THE HOLS.

alot alot alot of love




i haha i hate this feelingggggggggggggg. i feel... displaced.
and like nothing matters anymore.
I NEED DRIVE MAN.

take me to the candy shop.
or justleave me in cambodia

anw goodmorning singapore :)

angkor beer

i miss home
and them
and you

zuper zen

as tired as a bull
learning bout ISO. with higher ISO you can capture faster movements.kids, this picture was taken using low ISO. ISO stands for It's So Oily. like when you eat a harsh brown you can say I-S-O! supa cool.




celebrated kim's birthday today im so terrible at springing surprises. poor kimbo had to pretend she didnt know what was gonna happen and i pretended i didnt know she knew . so what happened happened and i ate alot of comfort food to.. comfort myself and i am so freakin tired right now but im waiting for someone's prom photos i really really wanna go to sleep but i cant seem to control my body THIS SUCKS. yesterday or isit yester yesterday i dont know i slept at 3 and woke up at 6 cos my cousins were around and i havent seen them in 5 years and i only got to spend one night with them and i wont see them for another * years and im not very happy I DONT WANNA STAY IN SINGAPORE ANYMORE.

byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye

ohoh!!!! today i saw some sweet lines. so strangely poetic.
the first time i saw you, i loved you with a thousand hearts..
Aw.

the rest i forgot.

SchizoLikeMyBusiness.

miso pretty

omg what got into me last night
freakin emoChanel.

and what's getting into me now!dangerrouuus.
NEVER GO THERE AGAIN UNLESS YOU'RE MADLY BLAH BLAH. blahblahblah.
you were nothing.

Forever and Everer.

just a little insight
wont make this right

but still, i just wanna get this out of my system. partof.

ok.

:( i miss you and me and how it used to be. time's supposed to make it better

not wear us outbecause we're :) .

sometimes

no many times

super.i dont think you'd care to listen

but haha.. its not you, its.. me. and you.. deserve better. (trash)

id like to share..to.. you know..delve.DEEPER.

like we used to.

but words dont come so easy

not anymore.

(f :(k'n annoying yo.)

im growing upand changing.

i hate to admit it

but im not the same. andnot like i can help. it. i think i should just stop fighting man.its called MAMA NATURE.

sometimes i wonder if it matters..but still we said

till the end.

just like that? just like that.

i dont think you know who i am anymoreand i want you to. and i want to know who you've become.

cos i love you

just like that?just like that.

HMM.. maybe that's how it works.

...till the end?

yeah huh :)

anw later..paper calls.