monimerica.

kawkaw and mama fooling around with a Double Johnny

van whorez.

at the world's largest brat fest!!!!!!!!

its been..a couple of days. Weather's cold but very awesome.so i wake up very happy every day. hothotheat spoils my mood. Im still in a state of confusion. its been shoppingshopping almost every day for the 'couple' of days. (i've kinda lost track of time!)

ive bought quite alot of stuff (mostly for myself how selfish right :( it's really hard... ) And when guilt sets in, (like i start thinking bout how much money im wasting when i could just donate it ALL ) i tell myself i'll just shop like hell now so i can concentrate on studying when schl starts.

No wasting time thinking bout what to wear in the morning, no feeling discontented with my wardrobe. BRAINSPACE MUST SAVE. for livers, gall bladders and future life saving endeavours.

anw, yesterday night was so weird. i dreamt i went on a buddy-date with nicholas. and he dragged me around throughout by the finger cos i walked too slow. then i semi woke up and saw wilson beside me and thought it was elijah and i almost touchied his face. woke up for real just in time. well, my sick dreams are made of these. haha!

(nicholas, my dream dont mean nothin geddit? ive dreamt of the most unlikely of people.)

and, ive gotten down to reading Radiance of the King. but till page 35 im still like a whale in mud.

SOoo...okie dokes goodnight americaaaa! my aunt said must slp early cos tmr we're going to the EAST, wherever that is! and then in the evening we're gonna play mini golf (:

I STILL LOVE YOU THE MOST SINGAPOREEE!!!!!!

<3>

hey you lk so beautiful!

here's jakob my galapagos sea turtle!

johnathan my rectangle

and elijah cai my heartmelt (:

today i got my letter frm NUS saying i got accepted to medicine and suddenly the whole house was in a frenzy!! happy frenzy (:

my dad kept saying he can finally pang sim pang sim (fang xin?)

and my mum was like "OHHHH!!HH!H!! hhahahaha",

and my grandpa- "call ji kwee call ji kwee (mum's sis)!",

and my brother, "i dont believe it. i actually feel happy for you.",

and my ahma just smiled and smiled.

then we started calling the worlllddd! my dad's siblings in the states, my mum's side in australia and burma, and my cousins in clementi, tiong bahru, and orchard. (we're very close knit:)

and my uncle was like, " WE MUST HAVE A CELEBRATION!!!"

my aunt in the states, the one who heads the family business, the one who lks like me, the one who takes care of EVERYBODY, was bawling her eyes out over the phone! its was so drama. but that's just the way we love her (:

" you dont know how much my brothers and sisters and nieces and nephews mean to me. I feel like my life is complete and happy now. im so proud of you.. i was so worried... *bawl* "

and she told me, that apprantly, my other aunt had dreamt that i opened her door one day and told her "swe kaw i got into medicine." but she didnt want to say anything in case she jinxed it. her dreams are supposedly very accurate.

and my dad (: well i havent seen him this happy in a long long time.

i guess i nvr realised how much it really meant to them. im just so happy they're happy. & im hoping like crazy elijah gets in too. he was such a sweetheart today.. like every other day (: i got taken on some mysterious busride and ended up on the singapore flyer!! it may lk cheesy but im telling you, the view is gorgeousgorgeous. we stuck our faces to the glasspanels and tried to imagine we were levitating! crazy good (: told my mum abt it, and i want to take my brother and cousins on a ride. i think they'll go wild, really!

so more than finally having more certainty in my life, today was esp beautiful because i got reminded of just how much the people around me love me, unconditionally.

<3

l.0VE

bitch & boy

my new home theatre. (kidding!!!!!!)

bk. tv.psp.tv.psp @westwood

i was reading my book when i realised how sweet it is for all of us to sit around like this. so i decided to take a picture for a keepsake! and yes, for 10 seconds i was pretending to read that bk.just re-enacting the scene man!

chilling out and feeling very appy.

drove by to tea party for scones and tea and chat and yummyyyyy (:

i really very absolutely really love spending time with my cousins. nevermind that our conversations dont get even remotely intelligent. and i think who i am with them is really who i really am - a joyous shameless idiot (:

<3

my bestest bestest BESTEST friends.

speaking of best friends! its time i put down in words the happiest things bout the day i turned 19.

started awesomepossum with elijah coming over to sunset way at 12 30am to play me the guitar, sing terribly (kidding!), and pass me lots of useless stuff (kidding again!).

then in the evening, it was off to rider's cafe to eat horses and their babies(kidding!!) w my favourite people. Blindfolded and at the absolute mercy of a few kinky barbarians, i got pomegranate stuffed into my mouth.

and many more.

then when i got home i got a text frm kimbobobo to go to our longforgotten BFF blog. it made me so darn stinkin touched YO!!!!(kidding.)

actually i was just very very touched. and very very miss-her-alot.

and and im so happy today i think i shall share w the www some sexy quotes from my sexy-quotes book.

Disclaimer: i did not buy the book, im still pure, and i do not get turned on by such shit. i just appreciate the wit.

Enjoy yall ;)

My ultimate fantasy i sot entice a man to my bedroom, put a gun to his head, and say, "Make babies or die." - ruby wax

The gravity is very light today.

I have an erection as a result of that.

All males have erections on days like this. - Kurt Vonnegut

Imagination is more impt than knowledge. - A. Einstein

The reason pple sweat is so they wont catch fire when making love. -Don Rose

Sex at age 90 is like trying to play pool with a rope. - Geroge Burns

Legs are a girls best friend. But sometimes, even bestfriends need to be apart. - some dumb male.

God will give you the whole-body-orgasm when you die if you spend your life in divine foreplay. - Graffito

HAHA overkill. gdnigt!

Happy appy

it's in the jeans! jessica was so sweet. She ended with, "i want to dedicate that song to my mum <3"

ok detour, here's my noo look. hate it or love it! the amazingly oblivious out of tune band who lks pretty gd on stage

jessica getting her THIRD frm jeanette aw

the family

the killjoys @ Homeclub. bad photo, but i dont have anymoree.

when i saw it in the morn it still had its skin on and i wondered if all its intestine juice had burst out in its body.

Came home and saw this. Then i thought bout all the cars with frog skin on their tyres and how their owners have no cloo.

ok was lazy to edit photos so i just made everything b a w.

anyway! today the killjoys went down to crescent to guest perform. and my cousin came in 3rd in some crescent idol thingy. There were SO MANY SINGERS so 3rd is very good okay!

almost all the contestants could sing pretty impressively. and the equipment was very good. money well spent. hwach shld take a pointer man.

okaaay i want to hao lianr abit!!!!

the crescent crowd was awesome(: the moment i said "first song's im yours by jason mraz.." there was this immediate unanimous WOOOOOOOhoo!

(they cheered like monkeys for everybody actually, but it still felt so gooddd.)

and after the end of everything, the sound man told me "your performance shiok. i very enjoy."

YAYYYYY

!!!

(:

head meets heart O <3

my hands are cold cold cold and im...
shake shake shakin my shakies out
shake shake shakin my shakies out
SHAKE SHAKE SHAKEin my shakies outt
wibble my wobbles awaaaay!

settle the kettle

i really dislike evil thoughts in my mind.makes me feel like such a scum. i dont actually wish for certain people to be unhappy. its just that when i read some people's blogs and they've got so many inter-esting photos i suddenly feel like my life is relatively boring. and im a bore:(

But that's not true!! im actually very very happy SHEESH.
i forget im not the kind to keep up with lots of photos/keepsakes.
i can be such a baby.all this new media's messing with my mind.

anyway, the gig at homeclub was comfortable (: i could actually indulge in the music for once. and the audience was l-o-v-e-ly <3
I cldnt speak to the crowd for nuts though. (joy actually said i lked damn gao wei when i was trying to say stuff. haha.)

and ive been reading reading reading thinking reading for monday's interview. like i told yuns, maybe i screwed up dentistry to ace this.

i really cant wait to read lots of storybooks.
lots lots.
lots lots.
lotslotslots.