WHO KIDNAPPED MY SANDMAN!

sometimes i wonder why im so unconditional
like i lost my senses or something.

but just saw sylvester's nick.. the best things in life are the ones you dont reason out.

anyway im too tired to do anything im gonna slp right NOW. its so dumb, not like ive been working extra hard or whatever. It's just that i've been dreaming too many elaborately crappy dreams.

stupid sleep thief i hope you die.

supertight

baby.. you and me.. we'll show'em what forever means. HAHA

super seh!

School's been a blast. Not blast blast. but nice quiet simple blast. hahhaha ohnooo...its hard to live each day to the fullest. i wanna like, hold on real tight to every moment, but time just flies past and all that's left are memories and even that's so hard to keep intact. I guess when im 80(hopefully) i'll look back and all i'll really remember will be that these were the happiest days of my life:)

meanwhile.. im taking it easy. a little too easy maybe. but im building my momentum yo! finished my longonhold amines tutorial today. SO HAPPY :))) gonna go play supermario with my bro now! >=(

love like winter

tmr come quick!!!!!!!
8)

It gets better each day 8))))))

resilience baby!

okay gotta get back to constant buildmeupbuttercup replay. disgusting song to listen to right now. but ironically it makes me happy.

haha life's little surprises..

just play along.

moni-moni-oh-so-breezy :)

Last
day
of
the
holidays

homework not completed

STILL sleepy

but omg im so excited for idontknowwhat!!!

denise said maybe im psyched bout the j1 boys..

Maybe.

hahah nah. i think it was the chat i had with fazari last night. Eternal optimist, that guy. It's amazing what rough times can do to you. im really proud of the person he's become8) and the optimism's infectious! There's always always a silver lining. golden lining. diamond studded lining. vanilla scented lining...Green and yellow lining.. aldo shoes lining.. yeaaaah honey 8) :) =) $)

ohohoh OH!watchin america... ohohoh OH! panickin' america 8)))))

figured my blog should have happier moments.Purely.

Hello me!

To the Left

The end of 06 and the beginning of my new year was weird, a little disappointing at one point, but skyhighawesome nonetheless.

I liked

Hanging out with mama by the pool

Meeting aiwen yumin and denise

Kimberly's msg 8)

Talking in the wardrobe to songjun

Finding the words to say it like it is

then 1st jan started settling in
and i felt confused
angry
manipulated.
Dramatic.
bored.
sleepy.

i wasnt smiling inside.

But what's enough?
and when is it alright to be selfish.
You know what, i think bitches are happier.
But even if i had the conviction and courage to be one
I dont have the heart.

cant wait for dinner 8)